A Letter Grandpa will never read...

Farewell Grandpa
I always had a candle that lit my way
I always had a rose that brightened my day
I always had my rainbow ray
I'll always feel you close though you're far away
Now, the pieces of my heart have started to fall, one by one
In their place will lie the picture of my beloved who is gone

My sweetest Grandpa whom I'll never forget,
Fourteen years have passed full of memories which I must admit.
But suddenly, I woke up to the fact that you aren't there any more.
Clear as it is, I can no longer ignore that your existence throughout my coming years will only be in the core of my heart and in every flower scent.
I never thought the day would come when your memories will fill the place, when I would feel you everywhere but can't see your face, when I would call your name but recieve no replay.
Or when I would face a problem but on you, I can't rely, when I would enter your home and find you no more, when it's time for me to walk alone along the cold shore.

My dearest Grandpa,
Since the time you passed away, I still can't believe........still can't find a cure for my soul to find relief, can't find a solution to life's equation: pain + happiness + love.
I can't bear you won't be there to see my future which ,I'm sure, you would have been extremely proud of.

My beloved Grandpa,
May I call you my rose, which I used to keep in my heart?
Oh! You were always that close. Or may I call you my shining star that always lit my way; that always led me out through every dark bay. You were my guiding angel that kept my mast strong; that helped me against the raging sea.
How can I say so long? I lost my shelter from the rain; I lost the one who taught me how to defeat pain. You went and left me among the crowd and suddenly my life became so drought.

My kindest Grandpa,
From the bottom of my heart, I know I'll miss you. The thing that hurts me most is that I can no longer hug you, see your beautiful smile, feel your tender touch or hear your sweet voice that I long hear so much.

My caring Grandpa,
During your funeral, I searched for you among the crowd. I couldn't believe you were there, wrapped in the shroud, when just few days ago you were with me body and soul. But the time came when your body had to say goodbye to me and ascend to answer God's call.
I always believed you were the best gift God granted me. Now that you're gone, I know our memories will never set me free. And as I turned and left you behind, a sweet memory came to my mind. The last time I saw you, two days before you passed away, you took me between your arms and kissed me as my tears started to descend, the last goodbye you waved me....I later got what it meant.


My heart will forever cry in despair,
For my flickering candle that can no longer flare,
Let me promise you and swear,
Although for the world you no longer exist,
But in my heart you'll forever persist,
You'll always be there at every dawn,
You'll always be my smile through every frown,
You'll always guide me through the unknown,
In every star I'll always see your kind face,
Till we meet ,isA, in the most beautiful place.

Farewell Grandpa.........